interviews
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A running list of the shows where I've told the story — leaving Scientology, surviving coercive control, and building a life on the other side. Grab a coffee and have a listen.
Get Obsessed: With Living Your Best Life
Hosts Julie Lokun and Mika Altidor go deep on my time spent in the Sea Org — the billion-year contract, life under David Miscavige, and the realities of life and work inside Scientology's inner ranks.
Listen on Apple Podcasts - Part 1 Part 2
Shot at Love
Kerry Brett and I talk love bombing, future faking, and the narcissistic-abuse tactics that trap even smart people — and how you rebuild your confidence, your identity, and your life after walking away.
Listen on Apple Podcasts
Blown for Good
My dear friend Claire Headley and I trace the exact recruitment funnel that pulled me in at 27 — the "nutritional counselor," the personality test, the field auditor, the Bridge to Total Freedom sold like a sales roadmap. Then where it led: Gold Base, central marketing, and writing Scientology's official magazines while being told to hide who really runs it all.
Watch on YouTube - Part 1 Part 2
Where We Meet
Christin Lilly and I talk about the recruitment that pulled me in at 27, what life inside Scientology's inner ranks actually looked like, and the moment I finally walked. Then: why coming back to myself wasn't one dramatic leap but a thousand small ones, with human connection as the vital throughline.
Watch on YouTube Blown for Good
Claire Headley and I are back at it! This time we're talking about the new Scientology children's books. Scientology isn’t just trying to recruit adults. They’re now marketing a “full library” for kids aged seven and up, and we’re not guessing about what it means because we can read exactly what they’re putting in front of children.
Watch on YouTube
Makes Sense
with Dr. JC Doornick
JC and I discuss why I was a prime target for Scientology, what happened when I was inside, and what led me to finally make the decision to leave. We also discuss what it's like to rebuild a life from scratch after what I call a "20-year coma."
Watch on YouTube